Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Why it is so hard....

What am I doing up so late? Because I have a presentation that need to be completed and presented in class (I am not so ready). Since last week I have been in N9, despite my mum's cooking keeping me occupied, I end up becoming so lazy and anti social again. Just sitting in front of my laptop contemplating which work to be completed first. 
However this is not the reason for me writing this entry; the reason is to seek answer for the question, "Why is it so hard for someone to give me a straight answer?" I guess the concept "menjaga hati' is still at play or, just a game of hard to get. I have been trying to get a date for an event this Saturday, not for any devious reason, just to keep me company when driving, and so that I have someone to talk to if I find myself in an awkward situation (I have issue of not being everyone's cup of tea or I would just play dumb and let people make fun of me), yet a YES is far from reality. *Sigh*

I know I should not be sighing because of this and focus on work, like the cover photo on my facebook stated;

"FOCUS - DO YOU WORK. DON'T BE STUPID. EMOTIONAL CONTROL WILL DESTROY TALENT ANYDAY" 

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