Thinking

I am sitting in front of my laptop thinking of what to write, should I write; about the stress that is currently caused by my client, who wants me to assist him in organizing his staff, which is impossible if people are complacent, or about "my green eye monster" of looking at how easy it is for others find someone instead of me having to be rejected, ignored or being sought after only if they need something or about what I believed what life should be, ideology, my perception, or about being nice isn't getting me anywhere, except of heartache and headache or I can choose not to write about all of the above and just sit in front of my laptop thinking.